People may think I'm actually upset when I make exasperated expressions to be funny. It's because I don't naturally laugh all that much, but then again that might be a more common trait. However, my fake laughs can be obvious. My real laughs I try to suppress a lot and you can tell I find something to be really funny...usually a subject that no one finds funny like I do. It's like I'm never sure when exactly is the time to laugh, which presents a problem in itself. People don't think I'm depressed, however, which I love...I'm not one to like constant debbie downers here, to overruse that nickname. So maybe I have a nice balance of emotion after all once I can figure them out for myself.
This entry didn't really make too much sense by the end, did it?